“I distrust the extremes. Scratch a conservative and you find someone who prefers the past over any future. Scratch a liberal and find a closet aristocrat.”
Frank Herbert

God Emperor of Dune

Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-12-05

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  • periodic reminder: looking for web-developer to collaborate on meditation website inspired by #omcru #
  • … and now sitting for a short Shakuhachi meditation #omcru #
  • @buddhidiot what is ur question? #
  • @buddhidiot ahhh (1) thank u 4 the question (2) hard to answer in 140 chars (3) #omcru shines for me (4) it's website doesn't at all #
  • @buddhidiot (5) some ideas appeared within an #omcru meditation (6) I feel they could resonate wonderfully and enhance with #omcru #
  • @buddhidiot (7) I'm a designer (8) I'm not a developer (9) why not? #
  • @buddhidiot would love to thank u 🙂 I've already communicated some with @The_KamikaZEN where/how should I continue ? #
  • @buddhidiot @silvercrone @violetsblue @shing999 @TheZenOutlaw thank u for asking for me 🙂 When an answer arrives I will followup on it 🙂 #
  • Shakuhachi recording from recent #omcru meditation: http://bit.ly/hk5n4L #
  • @spacecadet31 maybe another browser would work better? I recommend Firefox. I've also added a download link 4u: http://bit.ly/hk5n4L #
  • realizing that though my energy is still not consolidated, my body has really been great throughout this transition! Thankful #
  • dear #omcru twitter community: why all the defensive energy heading my way? who/how/why did I my words create offense? #
  • @silvercrone I don't know where 2begin … u make too many assumptions with too little acquaintance – make me feel unwelcome 🙁 #
  • @silvercrone … but I will take a step back and reconsider my thoughts and words 🙂 #
  • @spacecadet31 my only question, 4now, is how/where 2go about sharing my thoughts with the community ? (as kindly suggested by @buddhidiot ) #
  • @spacecadet31 OGG files = Freedom – here's why: http://bit.ly/gkkMdv here's how: http://bit.ly/apKeiC 🙂 #
  • sitting for a Shakuhachi meditation #omcru #
  • @buddhidiot my thoughts (inspired by @RestoraCircles & #OMCru ) on the #OMCru SYSTEM: http://bit.ly/fbWbkk cc: @TheZenOutlaw #
  • most of the year, any place that's not heated is a natural refrigerator #whatiloveaboutromania #
  • I miss music – our humble computer speakers have still not arrived – still not released from Romanian customs 🙁 #
  • @The_KamikaZEN in this case I am not a ship builder 🙂 so I thought to offer my thoughts to a larger #omcru community … maybe together #
  • when meaningful change first appears it probably isn't going to be pleasant and appealing … yet somewhere deep inside it will be right #
  • really enjoyed my coffee this morning, still haven't eaten (though I should have) … now thinking of a 2nd coffee … hmmm … #
  • @buddhidiot maybe share with others … hope to encounter someone who can complement your skills 🙂 #
  • finally got around to posting some images from the botanical gardnes in Cluj-Napoca: http://bit.ly/gsItaB #
  • another recording of a Shakuhachi meditation: http://bit.ly/hocWLO #
  • bread take 2 – this time I'm making it … #
  • @Shuliji your #omcru checkin reached me half way in to your meditation – thank you 🙂 #
  • If you've had to deal with web hosting plans and couldn't make sense of it – this may help: http://bit.ly/fMea24 #
  • Barcelona welcomes christmas with the worlds largest statue of a guy … ahum … pooping: http://on.msnbc.com/ffOdxm #
  • followup: pooping guy is what I came across when I searched for satellite photos of the devastating fire in Israel … c'est la Internet 🙂 #
  • this morning DHL called 2say our things r held up at customs – this afternoon they delivered … ha ha double ha ! music in the air again 🙂 #
  • = Be closer 2the people that make u feel good … RT @Shuliji "Any person close 2 us vitally affects how we feel, who we are…" -Gendlin #
  • Yoga is not about changing your body, it's about using your body to change your mind 🙂 #
  • breakfast: organic butter, home-baked whole-wheat bread, organic eggs, village grown vegetables & hot chocolocate with real milk #goromania #
  • dinner was cabbage and tomato soup with mamaliga #
  • fresh milk has been boiled and some of it set aside and should become yogurt in a couple of days – blessed food day 🙂 #
  • nice post by @keenan "It’s not time we wrestle with. It’s priority and we get to control that." http://bit.ly/gTVrgS #

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I Shakuhachi – November 30, 2010

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Romania – Botanical Gardens in Cluj-Napoca

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We missed the fall colors this year – so I am looking forward to seeing it next year 🙂 We went for a stroll through the Botanical Gardens which, like most everything else here, are humbly pleasant. The gardens include a greenhouse structure which brought a smile to my face – the entrace reminded me of an out-dated school hall and the plants reminded me of the usual plants you come across in Israeli homes 🙂

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The #OMCru System

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Personal Disclaimer: I am not a fan of communities. It may be my understanding of “community” that is unclear – but it is what it is. I’ve been rejected by many communities most of my life. Most of the communities I have experienced were aggressive towards and threatened by my personal sense of freedom. For many years this led me into a false belief that I am not a people person, it has taken me a long time to realize that community does not equal people. People I like and I can do, communities I don’t.

What is OMCru?

Over recent months I encountered on Twitter an inspiring phenomenon called the Online Meditation Crew which can be found on Twitter using the hashtag #OMCru. People affiliated with this stream announce when they are going to sit down for a short meditation so that others may join them – thus fostering group meditations. I really liked the concept though until recently I never got a chance to participate because it seems to be happening way out of my time zone. Then a couple of months ago I lucked out and ran into a meditation checkin by @shuliji (who indirectly introduced me to OMCru). I came out of the meditation with a flood of thoughts for a web-service based inspired by OMCru. I have since reached out to the founder of OMCru to share my thoughts and yesterday when I tweeted about it – I was ambushed. Coming from meditators made it soft – but it was an ambush.

Systems

Yesterday’s swift flood made it clear to me that there is no point in talking to or about an OMCru “community” – there are too many diverse voices, personalities, qualities and motivations participating in it for me to relate to it as a whole. Yet there is an OMCru System in place and my thoughts pertain to it rather then to it’s members. As a precursor to my thoughts I am calling on another precious resource also introduced to me by @shuliji. Following is a video by Dominic Barter of Restorative Circles that wonderfully explains and demonstrates an understanding of “system” that I embrace:

I suffer from an opposite symptom to Dominic’s “System Blindness” – I am prone to “System Brightness” – systems shout out to me and many times the underlying is so powerful that I cannot benefit from the system itself. So I am going to apply my “System Brightness” to OMCru. There are numerous underlying assumptions of order that drive the OMCru system – such as:

  1. To use it you must use Twitter. It is also useful to be an advanced Twitter user – you need to know what hashtags are and how to use them if you want to stay intune with the OMCru stream.
  2. To join a meditation you must either connect to a daily scheduled meditation or be with Twitter on you at all times (or at least around the time you want to meditate) – to see who’s meditating now.
  3. You are awake and active in or near a USA/Canada time-zone which is where the core and most of OMCru meditation originate.
  4. You can meditate on your own.
  5. You can time your meditations.

… and the list probably goes on and on with gross and subtle assumptions that define  the system. Some of the assumptions are inherited from people/ group dynamics and others are inherited from technological dynamics. It is the technological dynamics of it that I don’t like and, in the spirit of Dominic Barter, “are not serving me well”.

For Me the OMCru System Sucks

  1. I don’t live with Twitter – I review it only occassionaly. Twitter can easily generate too much noise for my liking. I don’t have mobile internet at all.
  2. I live in Europe – which means that most of the (current) OMCru meditation activity takes place when I sleep.
  3. My scheduled meditations take place within a wider practice – which does not include sending updates to Twitter.
  4. My spontaneous meditations usually meet a thin or silent OMCru stream.
  5. I like my Twitter stream concise and clean. The OMCru dynamics make an awful mess. Yesterday I encountered a person from the OMCru stream that appealed to me and I wanted to follow. I hesitated to do so because that would bring more useless OMCru noise into my stream.
  6. I had some thoughts to share with the community – but there was no where to share them (and finally put them up in this post).

For Me the OMCru Idea Rocks

It was just a few days ago that I managed to see beyond the obstacles of the OMCru system and to reconnect with it’s core inspiration. Even though I don’t participate in OMCru meditations it is present with me. I love knowing that many others are engaged in meditation. “System Brightness” tells me that is a system that can bring clarity to the world. I realized that I partake in it even if I don’t meditate with others at the same time. I realized that I partake in it even without meditating, by just witnessing it. Then I realized that my Shakuhachi meditations are a part of it – and I even indulged in sending shoutouts on Twitter. Then I remembered the flood of thoughts that came to me after my first and only OMCru group meditation. They are NOT meant to do anything to an OMCru Community – they ARE intended to improve the OMCru System.

Imagine a web-site where you can join or create meditations:

  • You could see a list of upcoming meditations and the people who will be participating in them.
  • You could be reminded (by Twitter, Email or a nifty mobile application) of upcoming meditations.
  • That nifty mobile application could also signal you gently when a meditation begins and ends.
  • You could create a spontaneous or planned meditation, you could invite others to it – you could even give it a theme (a word, a thought, a color, an image, a sound …).
  • You could offer or partake in a voice guided meditation.
  • You could make a note of reflection after a meditation and/or share with others – in a unique form of dialoge which lends itself to peaceful attention.
  • Eventually you could review your meditation history – your reflections, the people you’ve spent time with, etc.

All of this, I believe, would make it easier for the OMCru idea to spread, to reach more people (including me), to create more opportunities for connection, to facilitate a cleaner means of communicating and coming together. In addition it would make it possibl to experience a “bigger picture” of what is happening:

  • You could see a map of the world with indications of meditations taking place all over.
  • You could see how much meditation has happened & how many people have meditated in the last 24 hours, week, year … or since the inception of the system.
  • You could see where in the world meditation is established and where new seeds are growing.
  • You could effortlessly organize and coordinate large meditation events.

Anyways … these are just some of my thoughts and my intention was (and remains) to share them in the hope of collaborating with others to transform them into a good working system, to support and nurture the OMCru idea.

Unhealthy Systems

Systems (and communities!) tend to become self propagating – which can cause them to lose sight of the values and ideas they are intended to serve. They can become so self-serving that they can even work against their purposes – this is a state of illness. I was surprised by the mass of defensive reactions in the spirit of “We like our community, don’t change it” I received yesterday. I was disappointed by the absence of curiosity.

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I Shakuhachi – November 28, 2010

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This is my first shakuhachi recording in Romania. I’ve recently associated some of my meditative Shakuhachi sessions with the building resonance of the Online Meditation Crew (blog, Twitter stream).

I hear in it coming and going, still arriving, edgy, confident … it reflects how I feel – still coming together in a new place on the planet.

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