“That’s the flaw with words. They always force us to feel enlightened, but when we turn around to face the world they always fail us and we end up facing the world as we always have, without enlightenment. For this reason, a sorcerer seeks to act rather than to talk and to this effect he gets a new description of the world – a new description where talking is not that important, and where new acts have new reflections”
Carlos Castaneda

Tales of Power

Dear Child of Mine

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Thank you for visiting with me today. It seems that recently you have been spending more time with Andreea. I think she will be happy and relieved to hear that we are also communicating. She is sometimes saddeded and frustrated that I am not a part of your conversation. She sometimes mistakes it to mean that I am not with her and you.

There is a popular saying that “when you are ready a teacher will appear”. If that is the case then I have already been blessed in this lifetime as I’ve been gifted with teachers and teachings. Yet there is still an unquenched thirst for something more. Sometimes I wonder if this is the nature of thirst – to keep appearing and to keep demanding quenching.

In one of my recent conversations with Andreea you came up. I realized that I was taught that being a parent is a responsibility – that a parent needs to take care of a child. I now believe that to be half a truth at best. Though as a parent I will be responsible for your physical and mental well being, I now recognize that it is you who carries the heavier burden. You come to us as a teacher. You are strong and brave enough to bind yourself to our indulgences and wise enough to show us the way towards something better. I do not have a doubt that you will escape the inevitable chains we will place upon you, I can only hope that we will be able to keep up and follow you.

I now know that it isn’t up to me to “bring you into the world”. It is your call to make, it is your choice, it is your responsibility to carry us forward. I can understand your hesitation. I am not sure I would choose me 🙂 But I can honestly say we are doing the best we can to act with clear and loving intentions in everything we do, including you. This life has so far been dominated by difficult lessons in patience and faith. These are now a great support for us in our relationship with you.

We can feel you near us. You are with us. We trust you to know when the time is right to join us in body. We are looking forward to finally meeting you.

Love
Ronen

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